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Inadequacy was her type, she seemed to fit the word so well. She bathed in it, let it seep into her skin. She craved to belong, only feeling loved when the men crawled in her bed and made her body sore. Complete wasn’t a word she could ever wear, she had coveted it like an expensive evening gown she didn’t deserve. She never saw the irony in carving a symbol that meant eternal love into her skin.

If it makes sense, I will recompense. I will give up all of my somethings for your little nothings. I won’t give in to sin, I’ll open my life and let you in. I’ll be determined and follow your words like sermon. You bring out the best in me, make it possible to feel free. I have run my whole life from monsters dressed as men. You have held my hand and promised me ‘when’. Not If or and, not even a maybe. You’ve given me hope for the future by calling me baby.

You say I inspire, I figure myself a muse. I try to hide my desire, but I am chained to you. I am a willing participant, we dance for everyone to see. I seek out the dark corners of the dance floor, I want you so selfishly. Soak up the way you move, the taste of your lips. I feel you under my skin, your hands on my hips. I am so stuck on you, the song is repeated. I can feel it crashing, my loneliness defeated. You suffocate my demons, hold me by the hand. You keep me safe, the problems slip away like sand. Come walk with me, I’d give it all to call you mine. I’m here standing on the edge, you’re worth crossing th

I’ll write you songs that you can exhale in the middle of the night. You sing quietly to your dark room. I wish I could save you, but I’m busy holding myself together. I suggest we break together. We’ll pick up the pieces and find places that they fit, silently thanking each other with passing looks. We will realize too late that we switched pieces, I’ve picked up fractions of you to hold myself together. We’ll be glad to melt together, holding each other in safe places marveling at the perfect way we fit and fix.

In between the sheets we move and breathe, fingertips on my skin and lips between my teeth. The way you captivate and move against me, I’m trapped by your desire, your willingness to please. The sun shines in, as if it could compete with your warmth. The way your smile illuminates, the world pales in comparison.

Pressed against my skin, my body giving in. Shaking hands and quivering skin, I’m slowly sinking in. Lips against mine, our bodies intertwine. Pull me closer as I gasp for breath. You tease, pull my hair and crawl between my knees. I’m weak, shivering at the way you use your teeth. Nip and bite, own my flesh. The way you move, we begin to mesh. I writhe under you, sweet sounds from my throat. I close my eyes and I can feel myself float. Keep me here, lips glued to yours. Gripping you tight, wanting more.

I’ve got words trapped under my skin, your fingers trace syllables and sentences. I’m softer than your sins, the gasps that leave your lips. I trail my mouth across your throat, let my teeth graze your skin. I am lost in the way you shiver under my fingertips.

Have I ever told you that I think it’s lovely you’re mine? And have I told you that you send shivers down my spine? Have I uttered the words that you make everything worth the time? Did I take the time to tell you that when our eyes meet, I feel whole? Have I stopped a moment and told you I love your lips against my neck? Can I tell you all this over and over again, and hope to see that smile that makes it all worth while? I ‘ll scream it at the world, I love you. I love you so.

The way you tap against my heart and it just lets you in. I try my very best to say "No, please have mercy." but you find your way through the halls as you slowly trace your fingers against the walls and I am left feeling you sink deeper in with a helplessness that is almost infantile. I have lost the will to hold monsters at bay. I hear your steps, slower and slower, teasing against my demise. Your wicked grin, sharp teeth ready to devour. You take hours and I start to find the pain as a slow and dull comfort. You slash down pillars and collapse the walls and I am slowly becoming complacent with your hard gaze. You have found my soul at

Hiding the devil in her eyes, her lips speak of salvation. She is a sinner, preaching words of forgiveness. You look her way, she captures your breath. Stealing the life from you, black essence on her lips. The way you follow her with your eyes, she's got you hypnotized. Crawling across gravel on hands and knees, you'd kill for her taste. The way she stares at you, a cat on the prowl. You are the hunted, and you offer your belly as if glad she chose you. Poision and lace, she has a beautiful face. Arscenic and cyanide, you need her lips to survive.